last post

This is my last post on this blog. I have moved to a livejournal and made it all private, because this is basically my journal I decided I wanted a private one not open the the general public:-p Bye

Sunday

Hey there. Today I went to church then to the grandparent's house (that's where I am now) for pizza. Grandma made some bread and it was reeeeally good so I ate too much and I'm stuffed. :-p
I wanna talk to people online, but here there's no aol here, so I have to be on msn and there's no one on. I know a couple people should be on aol, but sadly not me. :-p oh, there's my cousin... hi Dori....
Yeah. So last night I spent like four hours making a CD with my favorite songs on it, and I don't know if I like it. like the songs I chose I know i love but I also like hearing the other ones so. And on this one song it messed up a huge amount so blah. Anywho, I talked to a cool girl, Dianna, she commented on my blog somewhere. lol. Found her from her Jump5 website so.
*talks to cousin....* *chews on necklace... I shoudln't do that. I had a necklace once and Ichewed on it so much it broke. oh well, this one was like three dollars, it'snot that big a deal if it breaks:-p Oh they have Oceans Eleven on TV tonight... maybe I'll watch it... Maybe not. lol. It's a good movie. Anywho, I really havn't got anything to say, so I'm gonna sign off. Laters:)

stupid life

life stinks! eat, sleep, school, friends, computer, cards, eat, school, music, depression, people not being friends who you think are, people having fun without you (why would I be upset about that? because I'm not having fun. That's why. I'm so selfish! I refuse to be jealous!) why am i always depressed? im so stupid. five friends, ok? five friends, that's why. audrey. chris. alissa. shara. mark. five. count them, you can use the fingers on one hand. ok, so i have other friends, but i can't tell them things. these are the only people i can tell things to. these are the only people i was stupid enough to let into my life. lol. the only people i let in, and gave opportunity to hurt me. i guess that's me. i chose good people. i hope. no, i know. im such an ape. ugh. i wish i had a life. i went and bought belts yesterday. im so stupid. i wanted something so i bought belts. why am i so misunderstood?! yesterday, mr. sebald is like "hannah, what do you think? you're so quite, what's your oppinion?" i'd been giving my stupid oppinion for an hour! i lost my notebook. i cant find it, and i miss it. and i need to knowwho has it. im going to wallow in the stupidity of the teenage life. that sounds like a relientk song.:-p gone.

Yesterday

Hey there. So yesterday was... interesting. Lol. I got up at 7:30, took a shower, got a really cool outfit together, then decided to just wear a t-shirt. Lol, then I woekred on school until about 11, when i came out and did chores, then we left so mom could go to a meeting w/ the other cheerleading coach. The rest of us went to wal mart, I tried on a real cute shirt but it was too thin and you could see right through it so I coudln't get it. *sigh* Oh well.

Next we went to McDonald's (mom still at her meeting, Rach drove) and got lunch, and there was a really creepy guy there. Uber scary. lol. He was old, and he just had coffee, and he kept looking at us. I was way creeped out and wanted to leave but we never did until Mom called:-p.

Then we went to Meijer. I wandered around, looking at their clothes that were 75% off... There's a reason they're 75% off. Lol, They're all ugly. Anyways, then I went and looked at the shoes, but there were belts on huge sale right by them, so I got a green one and an orange one for $6.00 total so I was happy. I also saw Melissa there and we looked around and had fun :)

Wal Mart (a different wal mart, before we were at the west side wal mart. Now we're at the super wal mart.) was the next stop. We got there, and I didn't know I was supposed to watch Tikvah, so I went to use the restroom, and I got yelled at because I was supposed to watch tikvah, and we were late and something else... So that was blah.

We drove about half an hour to the Riggle's house, where they were having an all coaches meeting. Meaning all the coaches went, and all their kids. I went mostly so Alissa woudln't have to be there by herself, and at first I was having a terrible time, because I didn't feel good, but then Becky came and sat with Breanna, Alissa and me, and Savannah and Mag came and sat around where we were, and they were all talking and it was cool. Then we played volley ball, I am sooooooo bad at that, I mean if I was playing with people who knew as little as I did, it would have been fine, lol, but I was kind of an extra on the team anyways (guys 6, girls 7) so. They got tired of that, and went to look for a kid they were supposed to watch.... Lol. So Alissa and I went out to the rec barn, which lookes nothing like a barn. It's wall papered, and really cool. Alissa and I played air hockey (I won first but we just kept going and in the end I think she won) then went back in the house, ate some more food, and talked with Becky, Rachael (who got there late, b/c she went to a fife and drum thing) Breanna, and Abby (riggle, who's... "almost 13" lol) so that was neat. Over all, I had the best time. It was sooo cool. I was really scared at first because I don't like large groups, and there were tons of people there, but I uneded up having a great time w/ breanna and Alissa and Becky most of the time, though she did other stuff too:)

Finally, we were inside and I was telling Alissa about the cheerleading uniforms, and I saw that mom and Mrs. Held were looking at them, so I showed Alissa the pic, and they said they might change their mind, so we got into a HUGE discussion about what skirt we liked better, mrs. held went home and got Anna's skirt to show us, Alissa "modeled" it, lol, even the dad got in on this! Even Ben! Lol, it was crazy! We liked the ones with three pleats better, we liked the looks better, but we also liked this one with 8 pleats, (also box instead of knife) so we finally asked Ruthie Sebald, and she said she like dthe 8 pleat one so we just said ok, lets get that one. Lol. So I felt kind of bad, because I started the whole thing and made this huge debate, then ended up getting my way. I would have been fine with the three pleat skirt but we were worried we woudln't be able to move. So... yeah. Then we went home.

Got home at around 11, had to put groceries away (so I was up doing stuff after I'm normally in bed. lol) and finally I got to bed at midnight, which was crazy, then I slept till 10:30. Since it's Saturday I allowed myself to sleep. Hehe. Tomorrow I'll be back to normal, getting up at 7:30.

Did I mention that I hate school? Okay. Just making sure. My writing is ok, but constitutional law is HARD. I can't understand it. Sarah said it's really not a freshman class, so i shoudln't feel bad about it. She took it like when she was a sophomore or something and it was hard for her then. Anywho, I have an email to look at and a funny fan fiction to read, so I'll sign off now. So until probably tomorrow,
ME!

Schoolness=blahness

I am going to die!!! I can't stand it. School is so stinkin boring!! I just got done reading my stuff for constitutional law, I read it for two hours just now, not really understanding a lot of it, and I'm only halfway throught with the FIRST PART. I think there are three or four parts. I still have english, spelling, unit study thing, and I have to read part of the drivers manuel. It's just reading and reading and reading forever!!! ahhhhh!!!!! I really am doing to die of... I don't know what. Perhaps boredom. I hope my unit study is interesting, lol, and I hope it has things besides just reading forever. I'm going crazy. I'm going insane. I'm going to spend all my money on chocolate and eat it all tonight. Lol. No I won't do that. I'll probably just complain to my friends about it, and they won't pity me, because chris is constantly doing school, and audrey's a lot of times reading or something for homework. So I'll just go through the week until I get a wonderful weekend. This is bad. I just started school and I'm dieing. Lol. I hate it. I hate co op too. I guess I never posted the report about what happened there, no, I did but it didn't work. I remember.
5:30-- took a shower so hair would get dry before leaving (went back to sleep)
6:30-- got up
7:45-- left for co op
8:30-- got to bulding, went in, listened to brenda bueler talk for a while
8:45-- went to find first class
9:00-- Kings of the Bible class started, where over the next hour, I found that the tacher was weird, and she called be rachael four times. I know all three other people in the class, but one is rachael and the other two are guys who are already like best friends so I'm not gonna talk to them anyways. Lol
10:00-- Chemistry. Pretty boring, mrs. blake the teacher is kind of scary, and I don't know anyone in the class. Well I know who a few people are but I can't sit with them or anything. I said with rachael and somebody wilson, until we were made to move, so I sat by andy h. and the somebody wilson sat by me. Then we watched a dvd about how easy chemisty is... oh boy.
11:00-- drama. The class I had been looking forward to all year. It was boring for the first half hour, all stuff I'd done before, but that was ok because the newbies had to know what they were doing. Then I had to improv a mother telling her 13 year old daughter tactfully that she's adopted. Tell me, how is a 15 year old girl supposed to do that?! It was terrible. I didn't know what to say so I was all nervous, and I got all embarassed. And the guys were making fun of me. it was bad.
12:00-- sat around waiting for someone to get out of class so I could tell about how bad my morning was. Alissa said I looked like I was going to cry. I said I almost was and my day was bad. Alissa then had to leave and mel went to talk to someone else. Chris finally got out of US history, he asked how I was and I said ".....ok" and he said "you're not ok" so I was going to tell him what was wrong and he went to talk to someone else. I hate co op. I hate school. I hate being home every stinking day! I'm going crazy! I'm just going now. Going to read more. I have reading and reading and reading to do so blah. Going insane, gone.

blah

Hello, I'm blah. I have a fight with my best friend last night and I don't know if he's going to start another fight or if I'm so upset with him that I'LL start another fight or what. I'm certainly not happy with him, though I'm not mad either. I think I'm just upset, perhaps hurt with what he said to me. Oh well. Honestly, nana, get over it. If he's really a good friend he'll say he's sorry and ... stuff, and if he's not i dont need him.

game geek

Hido, playing Fat Boy on ezone.com. it's fun. Lol. Chris isn't anything anything and he's the only one on so it's kind of boring... Anywho, figured I'd just check in and tell you I'm not dead. Lol. Laters