feel bad...

hello. i feel really bad about one of those stupid survey's, it was... like a lot of the questions were inapropriate and stuff, and i sent it around and stuff so i feel reall bad. i sent around an apology email so i feel a little bit better, and i know i have a friend who will always be there for me when i need him and that makes me feel like i'm walking on air. :-p I mean i have another friend, she's been my best friend for 3 years, but she's real busy and stuff so sometimes she can't be there. I still love her to death though and i understand that she can't always be there for me. lol
I think I'm going shopping with mom today and gonna do something 4-H consumer clothing stuff so i hope i get it done. lol. and i might get my eyes checked. i think a need glasses and i'll be surprised if i don't. :-p
I guess I don't have anthing else to say so i'm gonna go. laters

heydo, Sarah got home from the hospital today, apparently it wasn't really any big deal but her doc wasn't there so they didn't know and stuff. Poor Aaron was supposed to go to Los... someplace... Angeles I think but he couldn't go b/c sarah was in the hospital. gg, laters

wow...

wow, I havn't written in here in forever. lol, kori said I needed to update so that's what I'm doing. Went to camp and had the best time ever, met some girls who were the greatest, Gretchen, Dorothy and Becca. Ashley was great too. Anywho, today I'm going on the Madame Carroll boat trip thing w/ Jr. Leaders.
My sister Sarah went to the hospital on friday with premature labor so they're trying to keep baby from coming but we don't know if it'll work and stuff. They're both supposed to be ok either way so.
I want Avril Lavigne CD's. I love her voice and all the songs I've heard are really good. Welp, time to go. laters

havn't been here in ages!

heydo. havn't been online like all week. lol, so i had tons of emails which was cool. went to indiana beach w/ alissa and rode almost all the rides at least twice. we rode one of the roller costers 7 times, 4 times right in a row! lol. then i went again with my fam the next day and it was soo crowded we hardly rode anything. lol. this week i cleaned my room, made the coolest quiver ever, fixed a shirt, played games, read books, and drank iced tea. last night was so weird, i was going to bed and i starded feeling really really hungry so i got an apple and a peach or necterine or whatever that was, ate them both andi still felt half starved so i hate cereal and STILL felt like i was dieing, lol, so i made myself 3 penut butter and jelly sandwitches, got done with one and a half and noticed my stomache ache was about three times worse than when i stared but i still felt hungry, lol, so i ate the rest of my sandwitches and just layed there very very still. it was really weird. it was a true midnight snack... or meal... lol. our cat, polly-anna is expecting kittens (or i hope kittens. lol, it'd be pretty weird for her to be expecting anything else:-p) and she looks like she's gonna pop. poor kitty. tuesday was kori's birthday, i called her and ruth, rachael and I were going to sing happy birthday but jason said she couldn't talk on the phone, so i assume she got grounded. on her birthday! does that stink or what? my birthday's a week from tomorrow (friday) then on the 18th i have to work at the taste of tippecanoe *is thrilled* instead of going to my camp early and having a ball so i'm kinda... ticked. i could skip it but my dad says i have to go or qit the corp. if it was right in the middle of camp would he make me go? i don't think so! we were gonna do a whole family thing so the way i see it is dad thinks fife and drum is more important than family, then he tells me i talk to my friends too much and should be nicer to my family... he makes no sense whatsoever. well i guess I'm gonna go, Chris isn't coming back from being away and Audrey signed off... really weird, so i'm gonna call her up and see what happened:-p laters

junk:-p

online, talking to chris. he sounds sad. looking at tobymac concerts an' stuff. just entered to win bunches of tobymac stuff.. which was probably stupid... lol, i gave them my first and last name, age and address.... stupid me. oh well. i hope i don't get a ton of junk or anything. my G key isn't working today... weird. anywho, going to alissa's at like 6 so i have to finish getting ready for that and junk. i'm bored. i'm gonna go now. lol

hello, pretty boring day here in the mad house. got up at 8:25, (10 minutes before alarm! whoohoo!:-p) read a while and went to sarah's but they were still sleeping so i came back and did the dishes then went back and worked for maybe an hour and they have to leave. then i came back here and tried to get a shower but mom took all the hot water. lol. so i read a couple more hours then got my shower, read more... finally now i stopped reading for a while, lol, and did the dishes again then got online to see what was happening. at like 5:30 this morning i dumped my iced tea all over my room. i hit it with my pillow while i was sleeping so that was really blah. i'm just trying to kill time basically, after i get off here i'm gonna start another load of laundry, trying to get it done before tomorrow.
Tomorrow i get to go to sarah's then go into town w/ mom and ruth and get dropped at grandparent's house til like 7 then to alissa's house. something when i'm with her too long she bugs me so i hope i don't get all mad at her or anything. that would be just dumb. well, i guess i'm gonna go now, someone's im-ing me! yay!