Desensitized

If love's a decision
I want to change my mind.
If it's an emotion
I want to go numb.
Let me go numb.

Please can't I be?
I want to change.
Someday I'll be
Desensitized.

I made a choise
I can't go back
My life would be a loss
There'd be nothing left
Of the last whole year.

Please can't I be?
I want to change.
Soon I will be
Desensitized.

I can see now
The rose color is gone.
Now I wonder why
I put up with it
For so long.

Please can't I be?
I want to change.
When will I be
Desensitized?

I'm done buying lies.
You can't take it back.
You were gone
When I needed you most.
I won't miss you anymore.

Please can't I be?
I want to change.
Now's the time to be
Desensitized.

You're in the past.
I have to stop
Looking back to you.
I'm moving forward.
You can't change it.

Yes, I can be.
I've made a change.
Finally I'm
Desensitized.